WHEN IT HURTS A LOT,IT REALLY PAINS.....

                The results of the annual regular 12th class examination conducted by the JKBOSE were declared few days back. I had been waiting for the same for a long time and why not my younger brother,my beloved brother whom i love more then anything else had appeared in the said examination. Here i tell u he is the most intelligent guy of our village,he has always topped his class and in admired by the all including me. Me,my family and relatives had many many expectations from him and were sure he will be among the list of top 50 meritorious candidates in the 12th class examination. But my father always keeps saying intelligent people r often careless and ya it was proved again,my brother has failed in 3 of the 5 subjects he had appeared. This news was more than a shock for me,my family and all those who knew him. Honestly this news was very very emotional for us,it broke us,it left us shattered,it really really left my whole family in tears. Am not at home but i can imagine the situation and atmosphere he must b facing and the pressure from the family members but he is himself responsible for all this. He took everything lightly and wasted most of his precious time in playing, with Facebook,watching TV,on phone and so on. He hardly realized the worth of the time he was wasting over the things he could have did unlimitedly once completing his examination. He didn't imagined the consequences he was gonna face in case of failing to clear his examination.
             I personally tell u that i couldn't stop myself when i heard this shocking news,i was stunned,tears came out of my eyes and they still do mostly bcoz i love him lot and had tonnes of expectations from him,i was hurt and deeply hurt and it pains and really pains a lot all the time he comes in my mind but still i have to act as if am not broken bcoz i have to take care of my family too.I know my whole family including my brave father and mother are looking at me this time to find the way out to come out of this shock.I do try to b brave in front of them but am lost,m broken and deeply shocked.I always told him that your career in important and precious than anything else and all that u have will be only if u have a good future but i agree with my father " he is intelligent but careless".I know nothing could b done now just to forget it all and move forward to start thinking of how to overcome all this and how to shape new strategies for him so that he returns back to track. I know Almighty  will be having good planning for him in this loss but still it pains more because he was not worthy of it,he is Alhamdullilah intelligent so this should not have happened to him.Well now am busy in handling the whole situation,him and the family and the external pressure but i tell u it's very difficult and the whole family is in deep shock,someone has rightly said 'mistake by one often costs a lot'.I have firm belief that in such a situation bowing your head in front of Almighty gives u strength and makes things easy and that is what i told all to do and Inshallah with our support and blessings from u all m sure my brother will come out of it and will Inshallah surely prove what he is worth of,may be this mistake will teach him a lot and will be decisive to make his future bright.